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Apr 22, 4 hours ago

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Apr 22, 5 hours ago

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"Everything in my head went quiet. 

All the ticks, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared. 

When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments. 

Even in bed, I’m thinking: 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips.. 
Or the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek. 
I knew I had to talk to her. 
I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. 
She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going. 
On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or talking to her.. 
But she loved it. 
She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times at different times of the day. 
She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk. 
When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely lock the door eighteen times. 
I’d always watch her mouth when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked; 
when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges. 
At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off.. And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. 
She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her. 
But then.. She said I was taking up too much of her time. 
That I couldn’t kiss her goodbye so much because I was making her late for work.. 
When she said she loved me, her mouth was a straight line.. 
When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking.. 
And last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. 
She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but.. 
How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touch her? 
Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. 
I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. 
Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin. 
I see myself crushed my an endless succession of cars.. 
And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. 
I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel.. 
How she turns shower knobs like she opening a safe. 
How she blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out-…. 
Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. 
I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once-he doesn’t care if it’s perfect! 
I want her back so bad.. 
I leave the door unlocked. 
I leave the lights on. ”

Apr 21, 1 day ago

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Apr 21, 1 day ago

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insufferablebasterds:

Parallels

Hannibal: a show about psychiatrists and their sassy patients

Apr 21, 2 days ago

And I laid here with all my study notes around me, exhausted, and wondered why talking to someone I care about made me so terribly lonely.

Apr 21, 2 days ago

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deanscabbages:

lovelixst:

rivendellcustomersupport:

this was designed for very young children and i am not a young child i am a 260 pound man

how did you get in there.

how did you get out of there

Apr 21, 2 days ago

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myob-nyc:

This is neeeeeeeewwww mirror target earring💎💎

Available tmr:)

ミラーターゲット
明日予約開始

Super super….💎💎💎💎
🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐what a cute 
#myob #myobnyc  #あと2日

myob-nyc:

This is neeeeeeeewwww mirror target earring💎💎

Available tmr:)

ミラーターゲット
明日予約開始

Super super….💎💎💎💎
🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐🌐what a cute
#myob #myobnyc #あと2日

Apr 19, 3 days ago

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johannathemad:

"MELISSA" AGGRESSIVELY PLAYING IN THE DISTANCE

johannathemad:

"MELISSA" AGGRESSIVELY PLAYING IN THE DISTANCE

Apr 19, 3 days ago

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f-l-e-u-r-d-e-l-y-s:

Long exposures photos of “Japan cherry blossoms” by Arixxx

We often see photos of the fascinating and busy city life of Tokyo, however, sometimes it is good to slow down and show other parts of Japan. Photographer Arixxx focuses on taking pictures of nature and nighttime scenes in Hitachi.

Apr 19, 3 days ago

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repoghost:

Really large gif piece I did for two very sweet and patient guys.

This miiight take a while for you to load, apologies to those trying to view it on phones.

Apr 19, 4 days ago

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Apr 19, 4 days ago

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cafedistrict:

딸기크림스무디 &  딸기라떼

망고식

Apr 19, 4 days ago

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nbchannibal:

It behooves you to take a look at abbiehobbs work for Su-zakana, our latest Hannibal fan artist.

nbchannibal:

It behooves you to take a look at abbiehobbs work for Su-zakana, our latest Hannibal fan artist.

Apr 18, 4 days ago

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shitroughdrafts:

Skyfall, directed by Sam Mendes. 2012.
Pre-order the Shit Rough Drafts book here!

shitroughdrafts:

Skyfalldirected by Sam Mendes. 2012.

Pre-order the Shit Rough Drafts book here!

Apr 18, 4 days ago

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"With all my knowledge and intuition I could never predict YOU. I can feed the caterpillar, and I can whisper through the chrysalis, but what hatches follows it’s own nature and is beyond me."

- Hannibal, Su-Zakana - basically calling Will a beautiful butterfly. (via hannibalcrackers)